The words we speak reveal the fears we carry. When fellow Latinos say “I did it the legal way” or “they’re not like us,” what’s really happening beneath these statements? This raw, unflinching exploration of internalized anti-immigrant attitudes within Latino communities pulls back the curtain on our community’s most uncomfortable truth: sometimes we become the very border patrol we claim to resist.

Drawing from my personal immigration journey that spanned nearly a decade, I share how the process separated my family for years while my grandmother raised me in my parents’ absence. This wasn’t by choice but by circumstance – a reality many immigrants face regardless of their documentation status. The immigration system isn’t simply about filling out forms; it’s years of paperwork, changing policies, financial strain, and emotional tolls spread across entire families.

Most revealing is the myth that perfect assimilation will shield us from discrimination. No matter how flawlessly we speak English or how “American” we become, those who view us as “other” will always see us that way. This proximity to whiteness offers no real protection – it’s a constant exhausting audition that requires cutting off essential parts of ourselves. When we echo border logic and enforcement rhetoric, we become complicit in our own oppression through what I call “pick-me patriotism.”

If your family came here “the legal way,” I challenge you to use that privilege to advocate rather than distance yourself from others. Question who taught you that following rules would protect you, and what they feared. Remember that what harms one immigrant ultimately harms us all – we are interconnected beyond artificial boundaries.

This conversation might make you uncomfortable, but that discomfort signals growth. Pass this episode to your tía, your primo, your coworkers, and let’s dismantle the walls built not just around us, but within us. Together, we can remember who we truly are.